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Your red shoes.

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Longing.

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Have you ever loved someone so much that
you could barely breathe in their

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presence?

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It happened to me.

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I live in a small town.

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A really small town.

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And I like it.

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I don't look forward to a whole lot.

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That's all right, too.

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Work at the pool, which is right across
the street from where I live.

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Swimming to kids and kind of keep things
in order.

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Budget cuts.

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That town council.

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They're going to keep cutting until they
cut their own damn fingers off.

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We've got another lifeguard gig lined up
at the new gym.

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We've got a second opening.

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Think about it.

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Don't worry about me.

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I'll be fine.

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I know what this place means to you.

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Just cool.

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And one day, this coach from Indiana
brought one of his swimmers to train in

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pool.

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Word was that he was very good.

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We were just training here for about two
weeks.

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Come on, let's go train in the pool.

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Don't sit out of nowhere.

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Let's do the real deal.

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Olympic material.

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Seven -five.

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I guess his coach thought it could get
him away from distractions.

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He could get him to settle down.

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Sometimes at night, I sneak back into
the pool

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and swim naked.

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I love it.

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Swimming naked.

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Fantasizing.

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Really love it.

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Hello?

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It's okay.

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I fell asleep.

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You're the swimmer.

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How long have you been doing this?

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Naking here at night?

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I like this place too.

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The light.

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And the water.

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I imagine all the kids who learn how to
swim here.

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They're gonna drain it and tear it down
and...

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Turn it into a mini mall.

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You better go.

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My coach, you know.

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He doesn't like anyone around when I
practice.

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Yeah.

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Take care now.

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You look tired No

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I'm gonna do it again

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Twice or thrice I have loved thee.

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Before I knew thy face or name.

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In a voice, in a shapeless flame.

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Angels affect us oft, and worship thee.

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Still, when to where thou wert, I came.

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Some glorious nothing I did thee.

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To float is to fly.

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To fly is to dream.

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I'm touching him.

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He's inside of me.

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Swimming naked.

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Floating.

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Dreaming.

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The fantasy.

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Thinking about him.

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I followed him.

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Watched him.

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The other women.

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How gentle he was.

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How sure.

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How bold.

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Someone went through my locker the other
night.

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And someone's been spying on me.

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What is it you want to know about me?

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Do you want to know how fast I swim?

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51 .3 seconds on a good day.

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50 .1 seconds the fastest I've ever
gone, which is fast enough.

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Or perhaps you want to know about my
relationship with my mother.

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We're very close.

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Just ask me.

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My age?

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I sure thought.

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My star sign, my favorite color,
anything.

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I want to know what it's like to be one
of your women.

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I'd like to play backgammon.

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I see the look in their eyes.

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They're feeling something I've never
felt before.

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Can I tell you something?

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I'm a hero.

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People think I'm wonderful.

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They watch me swim.

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Those women, they're not making love to
me.

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They're making love to their hero.

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But that's a lie.

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Is that what you want also?

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For me to lie to you?

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I'm a backgammon board.

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My name is Isaac.

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Lila. Nice to meet you.

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Your

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first

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boyfriend.

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Tony Bendito.

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He works over at the lumberyard.

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He got married last summer and...

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I

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came from a town like this.

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Where we all knew each other.

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Now I see my mother once a year.

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You have a gift.

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It's your destiny.

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Sometimes I feel the gift is more than
me.

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You cheated.

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I did not.

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You did, too. You went from here to
here.

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No, no, I didn't. I went from here to
there.

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I'm leaving tomorrow.

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Where?

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I don't know.

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I don't really keep track anymore.

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The thing is... The thing is, what if I
start thinking

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about you, and I'm on the other side of
the world?

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I mean, maybe I'll start thinking about
you, and I don't even know where I am.

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You know where I am.

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It's on the map.

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It's a little dot between Tustin and
Truckee, and it never moves.

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My ninth grade swimming team scarf.

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You never know.

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It might get cold when you don't know
where you are.

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Floating, flying, dreaming.

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Suddenly that person disappeared out of
my life and it broke my heart.

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Water is shadow.

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Water is ghost.

